everything comes to an end

In a couple of days, my once-in-lifetime 2 months long holiday will end. Bad feeling. The fervor now is similar to my old-school-boy days where official holiday at the end of the year is 1 month but the clever few of us will self-declare for an additional 1 month without prior approval.

If only holidays are...ok, as naive as i could be, if only holidays last forever...

Anyway, I spent the entire 2 months pretty well based on the fact that I did not vege out in front of the TV (no chance to vege.) and I was deprived of sleep most of time.

Let me make a list of what I did (to refresh my Dory mind...not for your perusal.)

1. I went banging cocks in BKK for 5 days. (let's call it vacation.lol)
2. Went to visit my almost-a-centenarian grandma. (and ate up all her food.)
3. Attached with MAS for 1 month as a credit control trainee aka ah long junior.
4. Went clubbing, Japanese buffet, movies...etc. (few days compilation.)
5. Settled house bills, ATM cards(don't ask), driving license, cheques...etc.
6. Went to Cyberjaya to pack my stuff but apparently I left within 1/2 an hr with zero achievement.
7. Went to MPH and nestled inside for hours.
8. Went to Tmn Melawati to settle house deposit and found out we were cheated by that bastard-impotent-with-ED hirsute.
9. Watch the entire season of Desperate Housewives. (kekekeke...)
10. Read a few books by John Grisham.
11. Tagged along with relatives who came to contribute to KL's stagnant economy.
12. Online acitivites. (kekekeke...)
13. Took a 1-day tour package for Klang.
14. Went to KLIA in 2 days at 5am because miscalculation of timezones.
15. Killed mosquitoes' larvae by pouring concentrated salt solution into the drain. (it's a drain but the water is standing.)
16. Exterminated the fire ants' colony. (simply cannot coexist with fire ants. they bit my dog and he complained. As a master, only vengeance.)
17. Went to a friend's friend place to get a free Rottweiler pup.
18. Did some minor adjustment to my room's setting.
19. Did some major adjustment to the living hall's setting.

I think I will make it 20 by going to Low Yat tmr.

I felt really ambivalent about this. Good that I can be back in campus, bad that I have no control over my daily activities.

Btw, found this online - "Excessive and prevalent ambivalence was thought by Bleuler to be a feature of schizophrenia."

Who(or What) should I be next?