Stagnation? Alice in Wonderland v1.0
Stagnation...the first thing I would want to say is to all readers is, please clear your drains of any clogs. I am getting all sort of funny swollen bites from some dumb gnats or mosquitoes from hell. Thanks in advance.
But this is not the highlight for this entry.
The highlight for this entry: ME!
WHY AM I SO BLOODY STAGNATED?
Somehow I had that urge to browse through the pictures of my friends in Friendster few days back and man, these people change like a commoner into some HK celebrities in just a matter of years! ('years' are short duration to commoners like me.)
Baby faces are gone. Whining faces are gone. Short hairs are gone. Dwarf-heights are gone. How did everyone change so radically when I am still who I was 10 years ago? (Only change: have to shave my beard every morning. Hassle.)
Am I stucked in my own teenage mindset and years? Why is everyone progressing so quickly while I am so contented with my current status quo? Should I refurbish and repackage myself for the world since I am already pretty much left behind? Or should I just stay the way I am and hope that someone will pass by and "Hey, Francis! How are you?" (and I couldn't recognise them at all.)
Taking this from a brighter side, it could have all boiled down to genetic makeup. Prolly I am meant to live longer on Earth while my friends are destined to leave a lil' faster.
See? Me -- at 20.
But this is not the highlight for this entry.
The highlight for this entry: ME!
WHY AM I SO BLOODY STAGNATED?
Somehow I had that urge to browse through the pictures of my friends in Friendster few days back and man, these people change like a commoner into some HK celebrities in just a matter of years! ('years' are short duration to commoners like me.)
Baby faces are gone. Whining faces are gone. Short hairs are gone. Dwarf-heights are gone. How did everyone change so radically when I am still who I was 10 years ago? (Only change: have to shave my beard every morning. Hassle.)
Am I stucked in my own teenage mindset and years? Why is everyone progressing so quickly while I am so contented with my current status quo? Should I refurbish and repackage myself for the world since I am already pretty much left behind? Or should I just stay the way I am and hope that someone will pass by and "Hey, Francis! How are you?" (and I couldn't recognise them at all.)
Taking this from a brighter side, it could have all boiled down to genetic makeup. Prolly I am meant to live longer on Earth while my friends are destined to leave a lil' faster.
See? Me -- at 20.
posted by greyhound at 7:06 PM
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